Posted by Deidamea 03 August 2006, 7:06pm

Is this guy mad???

Posted by Deidamea 27 July 2006, 9:56pm
Why is that I get 600-700hits  everytime I come by to check on my blog. Hell I never got that many when I was actually active here. Im gonna guess that theres something wrong with hit counter or something. WEll if there is infact nothing wrong with it then why dont I see a single comment with the some good old randomnss that my readers normally indulge in.

Posted by Deidamea 16 November 2005, 2:55am

life sucks

dust allergies suck even more

it snowed today, first snow of the winter, MY nose is killing my head, am not liking it.


i really liked this pic, so much effect and all, feel like doing just that but well, i dont see that happening.



Posted by Deidamea 15 November 2005, 10:38am
My homepage is and it had one line written on it "I am the 12th man in my family-Ruskin Bond" i just glanced at it and i clicked on something else. Then my minded send a signal to my fingers begging it to hit the back button.

I knew Ruskin Bond even before i could spell my own name, but i just realized that VERY recently when i was in musooire. Rusking bond always had the words,to say things like no-one else.

explorevijay asks why people write when they are able to SPEAK?
RuskinBond says Writing is also a form of expression

I know am not much of a writer or anything but..... ugh i wanted to say something anddd, well i just lost my thoughts, shows how much of a writer I am.

Anyway today is November 14th, Childrens day, always, always, always, loved this day for reasons that I dont want to discuss, BUT BUT BUT if there are kids who read this blog (gawd stop right now its just BAD for u) Happy Childrens day :)

P.S:We got a book signed by Ruskin Bond when we were in Mussorie, the shop keeper got it done for us and when we enquired about him, he said that we just missed him, sad eh. anyway chikoo called him up and spoke to him, he was sooooooo cuteeeee in her own words:)

Posted by Deidamea 11 November 2005, 12:25am

I saw a movie yesterday, I plan to bug the living hell out of you by talking about it, I saw Charlie and the chocolate factory last night, now this is an exceptionally interesting movie. As I watched it, for the first time ever, in my life, I was wondering, IF Iím supposed to like it or not. It was approximately 2hours. I want those 2 hours of my life BACK. It a fucking weird ass movie and I donít know what to think of it, I donít remember the last time a movie bothered me so much.< ?xml:namespace prefix = o ns = "urn:schemas-microsoft-com:office:office" />

Itís a chocolate fantasy, itís what every kid imagines. The movie is nothing but fragments of the simplest form of imagination. Right about now Iím really beginning to hate Johnny Depp and I never thought Iíd say that.


Posted by Deidamea 08 November 2005, 5:01am
I have been Tagged by Michael

1)Six things I wanna do before I die
Go Sky diving
Spend 6months in Europe ( A bunch of places that I wanna go to)
Travel in a space ship (I donít see that happening)
Buy me a boat house OR spend 6months in a ridiculously expensive cruise.
Learn to play the guitar (properly)
Get a tortoise (I donít know why)

2) Six things I cant do
Talk endlessly (Not my thing)
Watch lots of television (Just only, not my thing)
Walk for hours. (Who are you kidding?)
Spend time with my cousins (Gosh some of them are a pain in places I wouldnít even mention.
Stay awake for 24 hrs( and whine about it for the next 24hrs.)
Drink vodka from a bottle (I tried it)

3)Six things I say the most
Ah Ah OK (thatís what I say if I have no clue what the other person is talking.)
Oh hell, whatever
Really (For just about everything)

4) Six things I can do
Drive (I am perfect)(Shut up)
Be quiet (When I hate people around me)
Study (my school course work without bugging people around me)
Live without reading novels (Totally)
Stand smoking (Iíve become a victim of second hand smoking ever since I visited India in the summer.)
Handle dogs, all kinds of them.

5)Six things that attract me about opposite sex
Smart (Not just a 4.0 gpa kind, itís a little more than that Dorkey Mc Geeky)
Good Sense of Humor
Tall (Definitely, donít go 7.2 , love )
Dressing sense

6)Six celebrity crushes
Chad Michael Murray
Josh Harnett
Tom Morello (GAWD)
Abhishek Bachan
Matt Czuchry
Jason Behr

7)Six people I wanna tag
Non-sensei(When he decides to look at my blog)
Nay these are all the people I plan on tagging considering I cant think of any right now.
Feel free to add yourself to it (IF YOU WANT)

p.s: sorry sitey i havent done ur tag thingie, will do it

Posted by Deidamea 02 November 2005, 6:35am
Everysingle day passes by with me waiting for something to happen, what, I donít know. All I really care about right now and for the next 3 years is what I do every single day, am taking this shit all life as it comes and it aint getting any prettier as days pass by. Its true that as you get older the more irritating become the things around you, yet there is this tiny ray of hope that makes you think that may be there is just something better in the future that is worth getting over the shitty day/month/ year that you had. As unappealing as that sounds currently my life seems like a perfect definition of nothingness to me. Combined with exams and work its nothing but a disappointment to my very existence. Full of shit, I could search every dictionary in this world and I couldnít be able to put it in better words. Iím feeling very frustrated right about now, you could even say pessimistic. I have my reasons, they arenít worth even mentioning, which is also one of the reasons am irritated. You know, when you really think about it, your nothing in this world, there isnít going to be a world war 3 if you, live, die, speak, scream or even become a victim of self annihilation when you are so fucking insignificant, why the fuck do things around you matter so much? I had a very very very bad day and to account to the fact that itís Diwali and am in nothing but pain about something that am not even sure I understand is all the more frustrating.

Posted by Deidamea 01 November 2005, 8:14am
Turns out I'm good at deleting posts, i clicked on delete instead of edit.


deal with it
It's halloween, kids are running and screaming here. Basically what i'd like to say is Happy Diwali. I kinda miss my dog, the look on his face when a 1000ladi goes off, worth a million bucks. hehhe
am just plain evil, i know.

Posted by Deidamea 26 October 2005, 12:18am

Am I loud and clear or am I breaking up?
Am I still your charm or am I just bad luck?
Are we getting closer or we just getting more lost?
I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words

We live on front porches and swing life away
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave 'til the end
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand

I've been here so long I think that its time to move
The winter's so cold summer's over too soon
Let's pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow
And I've got some friends some that I hardly know
We've had some times I wouldn't trade for the world
We chase these days down with talks of the places that we will go

We live on front porches and swing life away
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave 'til the end
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand

swing life away
swing life away
swing life away

p.s am getting really weird these days, posting lyrics and crap

Posted by Deidamea 18 October 2005, 5:31am
The road is as empty as it would be 4 in the morning, my options were next to none. The only person I wanted to talk to was atleast 7790 miles away from me. What bothers me is there are approximately 6 billion people in this world and when you need to talk there is just one significant person you need. The rest are just miscellaneous noises, unwanted.

Posted by Deidamea 09 October 2005, 4:48am
Today I will take the liberty of publicly humiliating some of my closest friends right here on my blog. Well not much of humiliating guys, donít panic and call me. Just some of the funny things that happened, let me just type in a few ofíem cause typing all of it just doesnít practical for a student who studies and works. Iím not jobless.

Me and Neha (totally feeling dumb cause we had an exam next day and both of us were cramming for it ONLINE.
neha: am hungry
me: eat re
neha: ordered Chinese chicken, its on its way.
me: (still very dumb might I add) neha how do u know the chiken is Chinese re?


ok this is a girl who I donít even like, sheí extremely annoying and from where I stand I think sheís horny, all the time. lets just call her PK. I wasnít even a part of this but I just have to put it up. Ch told me about this.
PK: oh boy the guys here are hot, look at those cute asses on that stage
Ch: am looking, am looking
Pk: this is bad, itís like giving Viagra and tying me to a chair;

I couldnít stop laughing when I heard that because sheís such a Ho

This was one of the drunken nights in the summer. We were out in BnC on Thursday, everyone was shit-all drunk and I was one of the designated drivers which means I hadnít had much to drink. My responsibilities included chix and neha. We were driving to Pickles from BnC at 12:30 in the night. Both chix and neha were HIGH, I mean really really GONE. We were passing by an office and this dumb dumb watchman gives a flying kiss ( I donít know how else to put it, you know the kind with a gross sound added to it) now neha darling heard that and this is how it went
neha: lets hit him up
neha: stop, stoooooooop let hits him up
me: what the fuck?
me: its 12:30 in the night why the hell díyou wanna hit him?
Chix: yeah yeah lets hit him
Me: shut up
Neha &chix: (they actually shut-up) apparently I have great power over drunk people. I could help imagining how thing would have gone if I was drunk enough and we actually stopped to hit that guy up.


this was between me and Krishna, he lives in Houston and the whole of Houston was evacuated because of the hurricane (RITA). I was a bit worried and called up to find out if he was ok.

Me: hey u ok? Did u evacuate?
Krishna: no re I donít really have to katte
Me: abbey rrita is gonna hit you.
Krishna: fine when its done Iíll go stand on my roof and look at mother nature and say ďis that all youíve got BITCHĒ

Cmon now that was funny

Now neehar is a freaking smart ass, heís the 4.0 gpa kinda dude. I though he was the most intelligent guy I knew but this one time he pretty much proved me wrong.
me: how did the exam go?
neehar: I screwed it up
me: I though you studied, dint you?
Neehar: yeah
Me: then?
Neehar: I wrote everything correct and then re-wrote all the answers from my neighborís paper. turns out they were all wrong.
Me: sometimes I underestimate your stupidity.

6 OK everybody has their very own stupid drunk up story and I have one too.

I got really drunk on sitaís birthday. I was kinds of everyoneís target, I think I had 3 strt shots. Everyone wanted me to blabber and apparently the only things I told everyone was

ĎI have citrus allergyí

And I DONíT even have citrus allergy

this is one of my fav bloggers the great gyani, I donít know what gyani about him though. We spoke ridiculously for almost 2hours everyday earlier but now both of us became pretty busy. I miss you and of course all that trash we spoke.

me: hows it goinggg?
me: anything changed in the past 24 hours?
Non-sensei: with what?
me: with ur auntís brotherís sisterís fatherís dog?
me: you you dumb dumb dunce
Non-sensei: what??
me: ok in the most simple words
me: how have you been, has anything significant in your life changed in the past 24 hours
me: plij tell me u understood it or am killing myself
Non-sensei: heh heh
Non-sensei: babe
Non-sensei: u gonna have to stop going crazy on me, ok?
me: lol but what can I do hun......i know ur taken but still i tend to trip over thy non-sense
Non-sensei: LOL
Non-sensei: u trip over my nonsense??
Non-sensei: i mean, u actually like it?

and for the finale I will have my dumb dumb sita

me: i sent u a 15k mail
me: freaking long, u'll die reading it
sita: 16 k? itís 16 k re?
sita: why donít you write novels?????
me: no re 15k
sita: 16 bitch
sita: it says so
me: ohhhh
me: it says 15 for me in my id
me: hehehe have fun
sita: gawd
sita: that is so frikkin long
me: you asked for it
sita: do i have to read it for real?????
me: bitch!

Posted by Deidamea 04 October 2005, 5:42am
Accounting sucks. Today will be one of those days; Iím going to vent my frustrations. Accounting sucks! I know how accounting got into this world. Apparently it was some Luca Pacioli. The moron was an Italian, I absolutely love Italian food but as it turns out I despise Accounting. Now my dearest Luca died quite a long time ago but am seriously contemplating bringing him back to life and giving him a very slow excruciating and painful death. Now to tell you the truth there are a lot of students in my class who are willingly going to fund my necromancy tuitions (If there are any) for this event to happen and they will peacefully watch me torture Luca Pacioli back to death.

Ok for ignorant bloggers who are wasting your very precious time reading this post that basically has something to do with accounting Iím here by going to educate you a teeny weeny but about it.
Disclaimer: this will by no means Ďreallyí enlighten you about the stupidity or intelligence involved in accounting.
Basically it sounds simple you punch in a bunch of numbers into two separate columns and both of them have to balance out but hereís the catch they wont, NO NO they will never balance out. They have never ever balanced out for me. Here by I declare the IMMORTAL fact that accounting SUCKS!

It is the suckiest thing known to mankind. It sucks more than housewives, yes I absolutely hate educated housewives who sit in the house watching sopas all day instead of working, just lazy assed morons who think they are so thop makes wanna remove their brain out and give it someone who deserves that knowledge. You donít really need to be educated to watch stupid soaps all day, no, you really donít. Well thatís a whole different topic. Basically accounting sucks hehehhe

Posted by Deidamea 01 October 2005, 4:32am
Well I want to post. Turns out I have nothing to; most of the things I usually plan on writing on my blog suddenly decide to vanish right out of my head when I sit in front of the computer. Am not sure why but thatís how it is. Well considering there is nothing much to say I just decided to put up the tracks that are ringing in my head, well more like the Winamp.

RHCP -- californication. Reminds me of my summer. One of my friends had her message tone as this song and if I slept over at her place that was like subrabharatam for me : ) hehe

Jimmy eat world -- WORK. I donít know why but I think this song can make me smile when am low but this doesnít really mean am low right now.

Good Charlotte Ė I just wanna live. Well I just like this one.

Nirvana Ė I know the guitar chords for this one hehehe thatís why Iím listening to it.

Live Ė Dolphinís Cry this one is just awesome I have no clue why but I could sing along forever.

AlterBridge Ė Open your eyes.

Fuel -- Hemorrhage Does anyone know the meaning of it, donít say brain hemorrhage dummy, apparently there is some pun things to it which someone told me but I forgot because I was on my way to the airport and when someone is bugging me about the pun intended behind it, I usually donít listen.

Pink Floyd Ė Wish you were here. Well this was evident from my previous post now.

Well my play list isnít usually this small and its not right now either I just donít have the patience to type it out and I well I donít want to considering itís getting boring.

I got a B in my compsci C++ programming and turns out am not very happy about it, cause well Iím a super geek with programming and stuff. True I screw up sometimes but a ĎBí does not sound good to me.

Bleeeeeh my blog needs someone else to post on it turns out am not writing anything fun lately.

Posted by Deidamea 24 September 2005, 5:10am
So, so you think you can tell Heaven from Hell,
blue skies from pain.
Can you tell a green field from a cold steel rail? A smile from a veil?
Do you think you can tell?

And did they get you trade your heroes for ghosts?
Hot ashes for trees? Hot air for a cool breeze?
Cold comfort for change? And did you exchange
a walk on part in the war for a lead role in a cage?

How I wish, how I wish you were here.
We're just two lost souls swimming in a fish bowl,
year after year,
running over the same old ground. What have we found?
The same old fears,
wish you were here.

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i miss u

Posted by Deidamea 19 September 2005, 9:23am
Am bored. Well that aint new is it? So whats new? Am bored inspite of having a lot to do. WHAT? that aint new either? well just felt like putting up that picture, thats what i feel like.

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just wanted to tell you guys that I LOVE YOU

i feel like saying that a lot lately except to no one in particular.

isnt that sad?

btw i'm watching rock star INXS lately. the first time i saw that was with the whole stupid gang in dehradun while fighting for blankets with pillows might i add. my vote goes to marty, i like him, NO let me rephrase i think i love him. hes outta my league i know i knowwww

well if ur not watching ROCKstar INXS then go to and listen to TREES by marty. its the cutest song ever. i kno i say that a lot but it really is cute.

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